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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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Libra
It's no secret that you're easily delighted (and delightful), but that doesn't mean you have to settle for less that you deserve. Force yourself to look for the substance beneath a fabulous offer. Examine every little detail meticulously. If everything doesn't meet with your approval, feel free to pass on the deal. A dose of cynicism might ruin your fun, but it might also help you survive. Take advantage of every resource that's at your disposal. Once you realize your full potential, the competition doesn't stand a chance!
I sit here today and look back on the last few days. The Journey has been Kind of like a ship at sea that sees Land that it knows. This strange Land has been visited Many times before and the people of this land always welcome me with open arms. No matter how many times I try to leave this Land it calls me home. On this Land there is a cabin. This Old Cabin is nestled in deep in the heart of this land and has a rough and rugged exterior and the mere passer by would hardly even notice it is there. When I Journey to this Land it seems I feel comfort and at ease. The feeling one gets when the reach home. In this cabin there is beautiful rooms deck out in the finest things and each room has a different ?feel? to it. I have taken great time to create these feels and have taking great lengths to make these rooms a place I can go to enjoy. So much that the rooms and walls of this place kind of imprison me No one understands why I must keep returning to them. The Other Day I invited someone into the cabin. They have passed by the exterior many many times and thought it was just an ole cabin. They had kind of a vision of what that cabin may hold inside. Once they were invited in they saw what was in the cabin they could not believe their eyes. They were in awe and shocked of what the walls processed. It was nothing in what they had pictured and they like what the saw but could not fathom this strange place they at first ran from room to room looking for 1 bit of something they vision would be in the cabin only to find that the cabin was nothing like their vision. It startles them to the point they explore deeper and don?t understand why the rooms are there. They leave the cabin and the feelings in the cabin rooms still linger. Yet the cabin is always welcome to them. Thank you.
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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I been kind of staying away from posting my every thought in this Journal it has kind of had some unwanted aspects in my life lately. Lately I have been looking at what a control freak I am and how really it boils down to proving to my folks that I am worth something. I try to control every aspect of my life I have wanted to let go be free. I just keep hanging on to this control that I have found security in. It is in every facet of my life. I can not just let myself feel free. I am always plotting and planning to the point that I feel I am in control. The Minute I am not in control I panic. Sad really? Even in aspects of enjoying myself I can not let loose and have fun. Everyone tells me to just let go be free very easy to say much harder to do?How can one learn to lose control? And do I really want to loose control?
I do not drink for fear of loosing control ? I do not smoke cause that I se that folks do not have control over? Drugs good or bad I do not take because I feel I am not in control?.Sex is something I don?t hardly even talk about cause of the fear I might loose control?
I watched that Movie 3 (3 times and counting) great movie but one line really grabbed me it was when Teresa Earnhart told Dale about how the trophies were the same as the failures. That really hit home with me. It kind of stung when I heard them. That was a great Movie and I am sure I will be watching it more.
It is funny that I think I have control but I am seeing clearly those things I thought I wanted are not. I am seeing myself breaking my own barriers and finding out life is not so bad out of the shell. That forgiving some one is just more than words its action. Actions do speak louder than words. I am finding enjoyment is letting go some of the stuff I found to be taboo. I am finding a lot of laughs and not caring what others think. I am finding I really do not know how to relax. Learning to relax and have fun is hard for someone that has not allowed him self to enjoy things. Yet, I am learning that opening up isn?t so bad.
I have not posted in a few days with any real content due to the fact that my entries for some god forsaking reason have drawled attention and seem to create tension that I do not wish to deal with. I post here to express my deep thoughts to have a place that I can release them. This is not a place to stem drama or a place to strike hatred at others or myself. This is something I will not tolerate in my life and that post will be removed. I am not one to tolerate ugly words I really just enjoy a nice coffee chat and a laugh or I do like a good debate.
I think my thirst for knowledge is something people misinterpret as me trying to know it all. This is not the case I love to learn I love to explore and search and find little bits of trivial but yet interesting knowledge. I happen to have the most powerful tool right before me to search for knowledge on anything I want to know about. It is all right here.
This Ole Journey is kind of been rough lately but sometimes you got to take a rough road to get where you want to be ?.
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:19 am. |
| Mood: |  relaxed. | | Music: | Davis Mac - Oh Lord Its Hard to Be Humble. |
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Quote of the Day
Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting.
- Elizabeth Bibesco
what a humble quote.
Libra
An important relationship needs some extra TLC right now, and it's in your best interests to drop whatever you're doing and tend to it. Your friend, partner or family member isn't being unreasonable in their demands, and if you think they are, you might not be seeing the situation for what it truly is. Try not to be defensive, and take constructive criticism for what it is meant to be rather than as some kind of personal attack.
Hummm I dont see where this could fit in right now but ill keep my eye out ...
::: sings :::
Oh Lord it's hard to be humble
when you're perfect in every way.
I can't wait to look in the mirror
cause I get better loking each day.
To know me is to love me
I must be a hell of a man.
Oh Lord it's hard to be humble
but I'm doing the best that I can.
I used to have a girlfriend
but she just couldn't compete
with all of these love starved women
who keep clamoring at my feet.
Well I prob'ly could find me another
but I guess they're all in awe of me.
Who cares, I never get lonesome
cause I treasure my own company.
Oh Lord it's hard to be humble
when you're perfect in every way,
I can't wait to look in the mirror
cause I get better looking each day
To know me is to love me
I must be a hell of a man.
Oh Lord it's hard to be humble
but I'm doing the best that I can.
I guess you could say I'm a loner,
a cowboy outlaw tough and proud.
I could have lots of friends if I want to
but then I wouldn't stand out from the crowd.
Some folks say that I'm egotistical.
Hell, I don't even know what that means.
I guess it has something to do with the way that I
fill out my skin tight blue jeans.
Oh Lord it's hard to be humble
when you're perfect in every way,
I can't wait to look in the mirror
cause I get better looking each day
To know me is to love me
I must be a hell of a man.
Oh Lord it's hard to be humble
but I'm doing the best that I can.
We're doing the best that we can
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Friday, December 17th, 2004
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Libra
Your flexibility is your greatest asset. While other people spend their time complaining about the change of pace, you welcome it with open arms. You have more of a 'when life gives you lemons, make lemonade' attitude than most people do. Your boss or parents might think that you can't possibly accomplish everything that you set out to do today, but as long as you keep your head down, you should be able to make sufficient -- and maybe even impressive -- progress.
Quote of the Day
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
- Eleanor Roosevelt
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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Yesterday I had a door opened to me that when I looked in and I did not like what I saw. I seen a part of me I found ugly and when it was brought out into the light I was not only ashamed of myself that I would even consider judging someone let alone hurt someone I care so much about. My strong Morals and stern up bringing has made me kind of crass and unforgiving when it comes to stuff that in my past I promised myself I would not be a part of. I have reviewed my views on drinking. I have a Bitter taste in my mouth over this topic. I seen My Grandfather have his life destroyed with that stuff. I spent many a nights waiting in the bar parking lots. I also saw my ex-wife have her bout with the bottle. So I guess I view it as the enemy and when faced with it my bitterness towards it comes to the surface. This I know is no excuse to judge people or look down my nose at those who enjoy it. For those of you in my life that I have Judge due to this topic I ask for forgiveness and there are many off you out there. I have no right to judge you for what you find pleasure in. I also see I have similar views with smoking. I have Lost so many loved ones to lung cancer. This has giving me a bitter view. I also view cigarettes as an enemy and I see where I have judged those who smoke Again not my place and not right of me to do.
I do see I need to get out more. I have a hard time with finding a place that I feel that I can be comfortable with. So I find myself staying home and on the net most of the time. I see that here again I find myself caring what others think esp. Mom and Dad and their views on what I should do. There is a respect there that I cherish and I don?t want to tarnish. I can see some of those superman wannabe qualities here where I do not want to show I am human or make a mistake. To put it like one friend stated I do not want to let myself take chances. This is a great way to put it. I really do not have a lot to lose but what I have is not worth throwing away over me wanting to gamble. I can see clearly that a relationship in my life will take a lot of work on my part. I can see where I do have some views about bars that are not from experience but what has been taught to me thru example. I know that a bar is no place for me. So where do people go with strong morals and views on such things other than church? That is a question I seek an answer for. I will continue to search for this answer but until then I am stay on the safe side in my apartment where I can log on to my computer and go anywhere I want. Yes this is the net and I do rely on it a little too much to be my social crutch. In many ways I feel I have painted my self in a corner. I was once proud of being alone and often bragged on it. Now I see that as what it truly was ?a way to hide my hurt and pain? I have a new found desire not to be alone anymore.
This stirs mixed feelings with me because I want to just let loose and go but the brain is telling me to hold back and use caution. The heart wants to feel for someone ?it has been kept in the dark and cold for so long now and now that someone has warmed it and shed light on it, it wants to be free. The mind has always been the protector of the heart it has works overtime when the heart is broken. The Mind really had good intentions in building up walls to protect the heart. Now the walls are coming down and the heart is free and flooded with feelings it has longed to feel. The Mind still stands guard and watches as soon as it sees the heart is at risk it wants to protect it and withdraw and retreat to safety. Now getting the mind to open up and allow the heart to be free is tough. The Mind has built a fine wall that on the out side looks cold and menacing. The Mind has gone thru great lengths to try to cover every crack and hole in the wall so the heart will never hurt again. Then along comes someone that saw thru the wall. They seen the heart was aching to be free. They grab their helmet and the set their sites on setting the heart free. They took a sledge hammer and they start knocking down the wall the mind built. The heart was warmed by the seeing such compassion and strength. It sees the light and no longer wishes to be protected by the mind?s wall. Now the mind is frustrated at the heart. The mind does not know how to deal with the hearts new found desires to be free. The mind now has to deal with emotions that were hid away for years. The heart still depends on the mind and now the mind has to learn to deal with the heart. Getting the mind and the heart on the same page is difficult right now but I can see with those who helped free the heart this may just happen. Can the Mind set the heart free?
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:33 am. |
| Mood: |  nostalgic. | | Music: | Coal -Stay. |
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Quote of the Day
Failure is the opportunity to begin again more intelligently.
- Henry Ford
Libra
Remember the old expression 'pull yourself up by your own bootstraps'? That's what you need to do today. Events in the past are over and can't be changed. Everyone has to live with the consequences of their actions, and that can be difficult. But don't give in to any tendency to endow your regrets with more significance than they deserve. Melancholy people are only appealing in works of fiction.
Well, I have picked myself up by the bootstraps so much that even when I don't need to at times I reach for them.
Today I am wrapping up a few loose ends and I just going to enjoy my day off supposed to be a cold one today. I was sitting here Kind of reflecting on good times I have had in my life and chuckling at some of the goofy jokes me and my friends still reflect upon. I also see myself trying to turn down ugly roads of anger and revenge I made accusations that were unfounded and really uncalled for. This isn?t where I want to go. I got to thinking about some of those old rooms on Mplayer. LMAO someone reminded me of one the other day the ?Peace, Love, and Harmony? room. That was a fun room and Kind of funny come to think of it even the most despised person has a good side. It was good to remember those times.
It seems to me I have some folks that are so wrapped up in what I do they feel they have to watch my every move. This amazes me to no end to find that some peoples lives are so petty the just can?t let go and move on and try to be happy. What really ticks me off I was seeing I was one of those people ?
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:38 pm. |
| Mood: | calm. | | Music: | Jem - it all starts here - flying high. |
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The more virtuous any man is, the less easily does he suspect others to be vicious.
- Cicero
Libra
It's a wonderful day to catch up with other people. Whether you're swapping travel stories with a long-lost friend, networking with a colleague or getting to know someone new, communication should be natural and comfortable. It's perfectly acceptable to move beyond the realm of small talk into serious business. Your ideas will probably be enthusiastically received at this time, so make sure you get them out there! Even your more jaded friends are likely to be impressed by your happy yet high-minded worldview.
Yea yea yea, it?s been a kind of lack luster week. I have not been so focused on my every little move and just sitting back and having a little fun. I kind of been just hanging out with Old friends but I just can not take their humor as much as I could before. I have to say that I been listening to this Band called Jem someone turned me on to and I really like a lot of their stuff. I have 6 days until my vacation and am looking forward just to relax some and get some stuff in order so when I do go to the academy I will be ready to just go. I really have been thinking on that and I hope I do get that Job. It will be something new and different and although I have received mixed emotions from friends and family I have decided that is the #1 priority right now. I don?t want to get my hopes up nothings set in stone that Ill even get to go but from what I hear from some in that system they need people now.
I got to thinking last night at work about how I have a different outlook on life. How one person?s voice has inspired me to not only take a look at my life but do something to change the way I live to make myself a happier person. I have stumbled on a view Issues that I needed to face and I am finding I am getting answers to those questions. I can not be mad at the world all the time and expect people to tolerate that. I can not get all upset and flustered over some petty little argument in a computer chat program that in reality doesn?t mean a hill of beans. Life does go on and just because someone in this world doesn?t like what I am doing or likes who I an talking to doesn?t mean I have to ?fix? it. I am learning a lot of what I try to fix is not worth the time or the effort I put into it.
It is good to hear someone that knows how to tell me things in a way that it sinks in and gets me to thinking. Yet, they are fun loving and a pleasure to just hang out with. Our time spent together is a treasure and searching thru those treasures is becoming something I look forward to everyday.
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:19 am. |
| Mood: | calm. |
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Libra
Skating along with little regard for the subtleties could cause you to miss an important opportunity. Fine-tune your antennae to pick up on minutiae that you can put to good use. Great ideas often spring from chance remarks about unfilled needs. You have the intellect and the skill to capitalize on such knowledge. A new pursuit could give you a fulfilling creative outlet. If you're unwilling to share the credit, however, you won't be able to share the work either.
The first step in problem solving is admitting the problem. First of all I spend too much time hanging out in a chat program to the point that it becomes too much of my life. It seems there is this force that draws me there. Acepptance is something I have been in search for my whole life. The thought of being accepted by my fellow peers in that virtal world makes me feel accepted. When some one shows me they don't approve of my ways I get irritated a bit. When I am faced with the fact that the internet is my life and I let stuff get to me its time to step back and look. When I get so wrapped up in what other people think of me that I let it upset me then there is a problem. The computer seems to be my drug of choice Its seems a day not being on it I would go into withdrawls.... That is so sad that I have to rely on this machine to the point I depend on it to forfill a void in my life. It is sad that I care about people that I concidered friends at one point just to see the ugliness of their words and how If they didnt have the same problem I have they wouldnt even bother to mention me again. I need to just learn that there is not good in everything that there is no hope in some cases and that no matter how hard I try that somethings just need to be buried. If only I could rebuild this to show them I do care. Is what I think to myself...the fact is I should not care. I should focus on going and having fun. It is time to commit to getting rid of the ugly and stop trying to be everybodies friend. Its time I realize there is life outside this PC.
I don't want to be hated.....
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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You know sometimes it takes a smack with a 2x4 to get a mules attention. I am so full of Bull its not even funny I look back and things I have said to friends in support and I look at myself and I need to tell myself this stuff and practice what I preach. Part of me says if you don?t want the Coons on your porch don?t feed them. Which is true? Then another part of me sees I am angry over something that I shouldn?t even waste my thoughts on. I do need to lighten up and have fun. Nothing on this computer is that important.
Holding me self back and avoiding the bait is tough but I think I?ll just move on and know I have a great friend in my corner. I will continue to express my self here and get my emotions out there. I don?t need to sweep stuff under the rug and I need to focus on what?s important in my life right now. Having Real Goals to aim for and seeking a better way of life than I am living now. I need to be thankful for having good friends that back me up even when I am a stubborn butthead.
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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| Time: | 8:56 am. |
| Mood: |  Darn Rain. | | Music: | Metallica - Nothing Else Matters. |
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Libra
While your tendency is to be all things to all people, make it a point to please yourself at this moment. You are centered, balanced and a tangible force of love. Others are attracted by the harmony you wear like a mantle. Allow your grace to carry you through your day. Flirt, but only with the ones who really catch your eye. Visit friends, but only the ones that please you the most. You can make friends and influence people with a wave of your hand. All you need to do is make the gesture.
-I kinda like this one. It kinda goes with what I am thinking. Only please the ones I want to catch my eye :)... Hummmm
visit only the ones I want to visit... yea I can see this one fitting in well.
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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I kind of just am taking it easy the last couple of days not really doing any hard thinking on my life. I been kicking back and just having fun with my fellow Livve addicts. It feels good just to let go for a little while.
I find myself resting for a while. I just don’t want to not be there for my friends when they need me. I really enjoy having the conversations I have been having as of late. They are addicting to say the least. In finding out about who I am I also see that it’s ok to get close to people. That people in my life can be a good thing. I hope I can inspire people in my life as certain people have inspired me as of late. I also see that someone is reaching out to me and I want to just take her by the hand and Hug her tight and so her I am there for her. I feel good that I don’t have to impress her. I don’t have to put on any charming show. As soon as I can find a way to get her more in my life I will. Until then I cherish every moment the good as well as the Bad. My goals are coming together slowly but surely and although I hit a couple rough spots I am still hanging in there. I am finding that the “Get it done” approach to life is not a good one. That it does take time to make it quality in anything I do. I have been working on channeling my desire and strong will into parts of my life I feel I need to put it. It is a slow process but I feel things are going to start falling into place soon.
I have 12 more days till my next Vacation which I have no Major plans. Trust me a big part of me wants to go Hang out in Georgia. I see at this time though my mind needs to be focused on a career where I can provide for myself better. This ole Job is a nice job and requires very little of me to do but I need something with more money and I can provide for a family I long for. That is something I truly want in my life is a family of my own. I have expressed how I would like to share my life with someone in past entries. I really would love to have that. I am tired of being alone. No one to come home to is becoming harder to live with. I do understand I have to contain these feelings and not to rush full steam ahead and tackle it like I tackle most of my goals. This is where I need to take my time and build a relationship with someone that we have a true love for each other. It is a tough thing for me to hold my self back. I don’t want to seem or appear that I am desperate because I am not. I really think my Journey is on kind of on a new course and will be taking me away from the same paths I been traveling for the past few years. I am ready for change in my life. I am looking forward to it really. I have had a different outlook on where I want this journey to take me as of late. I can see me just settling down for a while I am growing weary of all my travels and its time to sit down and rest put look at the big picture and set a few courses to places I want to be in Life. As my Path crosses with others I am finding enjoyment in everything I learn.
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Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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Libra
Although you can't pinpoint the exact moment you noticed the difference, something has definitely changed in your life. Your freedom of movement is somehow restricted. Don't worry -- if you've dug yourself into a hole, you should be able to get yourself out. If you're feeling ignored, make your voice heard. The universe has a way of mixing things up when the time is right. Look inward for answers that aren't apparent to everyone else.
Thats a good scope. I can see this...
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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
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Libra
Get ready to be a part of the action today. You enter a period of leadership where all eyes will be on you. You depend on others for affirmation even as they look to you for guidance. The sooner you learn to stand on your own two feet, the better. Second-guessing yourself has no place in this new role. Delegate as many of the details as possible so that you can concentrate on your vision.
You know this one is kind of not what I feel @ this point in my life. In a way I can see where it would suggest I take control of my life stand on my own two feet and throw way my crutches that I tend to lean on. I feel I have so much more to offer in life instead of seeking glory and fame in my goals. I need to just focus on being happy and content with life and roll with the punches. Maybe go against the grain for once in my life. I am totally into moving my life along. I have a pretty simple life all in all. it will not take a whole lot to get myself where I want to be. The next thing will be waiting for the time when I can share my life with someone and feel my emotions with. I have a new spectrunm of feelings now. I am finding it hard to express some of them but I am learning. I have always stress out over so much stupid stuff. I really look at my life today and I have a pretty simple life with not alot of stuff to get in my way. I think thats one of the good things I got going for me I dont have alot od baggage and wht I did have I am sorting out and getting rid of some stuff. Its Kinda funny I am a pack rat I save so much stupid stuff think Ill have a use for that later. well I have kinda did that with my feelings and such. LOL when my pack rat closet gets full here at home I get into a "cleaning mode" ad just go thru and look at and ask myself what the heck am I holding on to this crap for? so now with my blinders off and eyes wide open I sort thru stuff and I am seeing why am I holdin on to this! I sent superman his eviction notice. I find alot of my stress is due to trying to matain super man and being the Perfect gentleman and not wanting to rock the boat. I need to stop tip toeing around certain areas of my life and just start not worring about this dumb stuff. I want to focus on my career and Make more money so I can relieve muy financial burdens. then When that is done I will focus on committing to a relationship. Untill then I just just enjoy the ride and the views :) time to put this Journey on cruise control for a while and soak up some sights.
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Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
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I have kinda found that I try to be a superman. Yes, I feel I have to worry about my actions to the point that I over analyze myself and watch what I do for fear it may hurt my superficial image. This is very true with my work self where I have this beefed up image that people and stories have boosted over the years. I found out why I continue to work at that resort. I go there to boost my ego and give myself a false sense of respect. I too looked back on my failed marriage and find myself feeling like I tried to play a role in the marriage and just going thru the motions. I have strong values and these were drilled into me when I was a kid. My folks were stern but fair. I think this has created this need to not show mistakes and try to appear to be perfect to all. It is also why I have excuses for everything I love to shift the blame to something or someone else when possible and that I find to be ugly of myself to do. I need to start just being me and stop having my "work self " and a "home self " and try to learn who I want to be. I have some idea who I want to be now just sorting it all out and re organizing to make it so. I am going have to except the fact I am human. I need to let myself have fun. I think the tough thing for me is trying not to be the stubborn butthead that I can be and except who I am. The fact is I was trying to cover and protect the fact that Im just a sensitive caring guy and How I did that was play tough guy and maucho man thinking I could leap buildings in a single bound and end up in GA happily ever after cause the superhero always gets what he wants. News Flash tough guy you are NOT a superhero. Thing is I look back and see that it was comical they way I thought I was some almighty force in this universe and all it was was a bunch of hot air. this impresses no one and in fact I can see this as a turn off myself. I need to stop bragging about stuff and just do it and move on. I need to stop gloryseeking for my actions. I need to stop feeling that respect is praise on what I can do. My first order of bussiness will be just do it and shut up! The next thing I need to work on is my need to go gung ho on everything. It seems I need stuff yesterday approach to life isnt gonna work for where I want to be. I need to stop and smell the roses once in awhile instead of just getting it done. I am now relizing I can be a good person with out merits and rewards. I am sitting here chuckling to myself as I see myself as the family dog that just did something right running to get a milkbone cause he thinks he deserves it. I cant believe how superfical I am finding myself to be and this is going to change. Now on to my next thing I want to talk about I am enjoying the fact I dont feel alone in this world anymore it seems I have shed light in some areas of my life and I have found the right people to discuss these things I honor their opinons very much. I have had some of the greatest convos this last month and I have opened my eyes to that the world isnt as bad as I want to paint it at times. As I am discovering myself it is opening doors to my life and I see what I truly want in life not just the achievable goals but the goals that I really seek.Its time I took a long hard look at where I want ot be in life and this will help others know what I want as well but as one great friend told me I got to know myself first before I can expect others to. Well that is my rambles for now.
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Libra
Just when you were about to give up, you see a tiny ray of sunshine peeking through the clouds. Somebody makes your day by offering an unsolicited (and life-changing) opinion. You are suddenly curious about everything and everyone. Outsiders have authority in areas where established leaders dare not go. Consider taking up the profession of reporter or journalist. This could be the scoop of your life -- don't let a single thought escape your pen, tape recorder or camera.
Well it was a great night I am discovering I have more people that I can trust in my life than I thought and its a great feeling to kinda explore that. I got to talking to a friend I have had for awhile but its amazing what she has seen in my life because she has been there. I really am enjoying her insight and I look forward to our chats. I have a newfound respect for this person now. Its kind of like I don't feel alone in this problem I have anymore. I also see she has made it thru it and that also inspires me to move on.
I got to talking to a girl I used to work at the resort with. she got to telling me how she was doing and shes a senior now in college working on her Pysch degree . I am really proud of her I knew she had alot of potential and when she worked @ the resort she was kinda like a kid sister I protected. What really made me smile is when she told me I inspired her. That kinda made my day.
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Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
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Libra
Things may not be progressing at the rate you'd like them to, but at least you're making significant headway. It might be tempting to give up on projects that have been a long time in the making, but you're closer to completion that you think you are. Buckle down and really focus on what you have to do. The more you put off the tedious, more painstaking steps of the process, the longer it will be until you complete it and can finally wash your hands of the whole thing.
Hummm kinda like words I need to hear.I have a few things in my life like this and I really just need to stick to my guns and commit!
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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Bear Spirit Calls To You ~
Bear is spirit keeper of the West, the place of
darkness, maturity and good harvest. Bears are
active during the night and day. This
symbolizes its connection with solar energy,
that of strength and power, and lunar energy,
that of intuition. The bear holds the teachings
of introspection. When it shows up in your life
pay attention to how you think, act and
interact.
Bear's Wisdom Includes:
*Introspection
*Healing
*Solitude
*Change
*Communication with Spirit
*Birth and rebirth
*Transformation
*Astral travel
*Creature of dreams, shamans and mystics
*Visionaries
*Defense and revenge
*Wisdom
Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You?
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